Yes, I was freaked out...at first.
Now, I KNOW that LOA works. You can't convince me otherwise. All it took was for me to witness it in my own life. And...as Acting Like Godot says, "Practice". See, I knew what to do. I knew that I had to work on myself. Release resistance in many areas, develop some trust, and release attachment to the how. I knew that I had to do all of those things. It wasn't until I actually put that into practice, that things turned around. And I did not have to do it perfectly....I had to do it consistently.
I still had to go on the interview. But...this interview felt "right", for lack of a better word. Before, when I went on interviews, there was a sense of desperation. "I NEED this job, please hire me." But this time, it was more like, "If this is the job for me, no need to be nervous." And there was no need to be nervous.
Sorry for the long post. Now I have to figure out what to create next.