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Originally Posted by OlderWiser  I apologise if I've come across as harsh. I'm just frustrated and I feel very disappointed with the universe. I don't know what else I can do, and while I know that time is an illusion, it's very short and if something does change very soon, things are going to be very, very bad for our family.
I feel like a total failure. I didn't try hard enough, or believe enough, or get rid of enough limiting beliefs, or... I dunno. I'm just not good enough.
Pretty disheartening, to say the least.
Apologies. I'm going to go now. |
OlderWiser, I'm really sorry for your frustration with everything. You are NOT a failure! Take a deep breath, let yourself off the hook, and move on. The problem is, the worse off your situation is, the harder it is to attract something better (in my opinion). I mean, I understand you have a lot of pressure and people counting on you, and when the stakes get higher, so does the anxiety, and the uncertainty, and any chance for joy.
If LOA isn't working--throw it away. I mean, by its own definition, if you don't believe it's working, it's not going to. It can't. I believe it does work, but I can't tell you that. I guess find out what does work for you, be open, and don't stress out about it.
Again, you're NOT a failure! I don't know your situation, but it takes great courage to be willing to fail. Big hugs to you! I'm sending you good thoughts and wishes (maybe if LOA doesn't work for you, it can work for me and make things better?)
