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Super Sonic · 11-27-2006, 04:37 PM

Hi all.I've been suffering from type 1 diabetes for about 13 years now(I am 18 years old).I was told that I may lose my kidneys-due to lack of control-if I keep on going like this.Well,I know my health is in danger,but I just can't stick to my diet.I'm in search of ways to cure diabetes.The medicines is always an issue in my family.My father complains about the fact that he can't afford the medicines.I tried 5 or 6 times to commit suicide;but I ended up failing.I tried various ways to be cured of this disorder;but none worked or I gave up too soon.I need to find a spiritual means to cure it,since I can't put up with insulin.I am hopeless.Please help me.I beg you.Why do I have to have this disorder?Why me?Why????

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Super Sonic Junior Member Join Date: Nov 2006 Posts: 4	I hate going between death and life... Hi all.I've been suffering from type 1 diabetes for about 13 years now(I am 18 years old).I was told that I may lose my kidneys-due to lack of control-if I keep on going like this.Well,I know my health is in danger,but I just can't stick to my diet.I'm in search of ways to cure diabetes.The medicines is always an issue in my family.My father complains about the fact that he can't afford the medicines.I tried 5 or 6 times to commit suicide;but I ended up failing.I tried various ways to be cured of this disorder;but none worked or I gave up too soon.I need to find a spiritual means to cure it,since I can't put up with insulin.I am hopeless.Please help me.I beg you.Why do I have to have this disorder?Why me?Why????