I'm sorry it didn't work out, Monica.
It sounds like it is maybe time for you to move on with your life, rather than let someone else keep you in an unhappy state. Focus on yourself and your own goals and your own happiness.
There is always the chance that he will re-establish contact, but it will be much easier for you to deal with it from a place of strength in your own life than from a place of sadness. (Also, would you want to reconnect with a partner who caused you pain for the purpose of "testing your sincerity"?)
The way he behaved towards you doesn't sound fair, but I guess we all have our issues from our past that affect how we interpret the world. Sadly, you cannot fix other people; you can only help them if they are willing and open to accepting what you have to offer. (I often need to reexperience this lesson in my own life!)
My best wishes to you,
JSB |