This is exactly the same question I have been asking myself for some time now and I feel there is a lot of work ahead of me before I can choose either. The thing is that I have always been quite undecided about almost every aspect of my life, which can be a real bug if you want to grow.
So right now I am not sure weather I am a lazy lightworker or a latent darkworker - because I enjoy helping people yet I don't do it as often as I would like to, and on the other hand I feel that my needs have a priority against other people's needs, but I tend not to look out for myself good enough so I am having difficulty interacting with other people. Having written this down I am starting to notice that I may actually be a darkworker but I am struggling with the concept of good and evil.
It really comes down to being 100% honest with yourself I think - no matter how strong the social norms may be implemented in your mind. |