I guess I underestimated how depressed you are. None of the things I said will help you if you don't care to help yourself, which I just assumed was the case because you were posting on the forums. All I can tell you is to wait it out. When I was depressed (possibly clinically, although I never had a formal evaluation) I had no interest in anything. I went to school and didn't pay attention, then went home and sat in my room and stared at the ceiling or read until odd hours of the morning because it felt pointless to go to sleep, and then I would repeat the same cycle again the next day.
Keep going, life will be worth it one day, even if it doesn't seem so now. Other than that, there's nothing that any of us can do for you until you have the energy to care. I'm not saying to stop posting and asking for answers, but just know that everything you reject out of hand (not necessarily just what I said
) is probably due to your lack of energy and motivation to really think about it, rather than due to a lack in the veracity of what we are telling you. This isn't a judgment on your character, simply a judgment of your condition based upon experience.