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Old 11-27-2006, 07:31 AM   #44 (permalink)
rohnin
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Hi!
I started smoking when I was 14 years old. Now I am 19, and I quit smoking this autumn.
I didn't smoke that much; maybe one time/ week.

I feel distached (from the universe) when I smoke pot, and the days afterwards my intuition and emotional state are all messed up. And this was BEFORE I got interested in personal development. One of the most serious side-effect is that the motivation to change your situation may drop to zero. I have many friends who only cares abot their smoking, it's really tragic, they used to be very good friends. Also during my smoking periods, and begun to recognise that I connected different things in a very very stupid way.

Like, have you seen the movie 'A scanner darkly'? If not, you should. I feel like it's really like that. You mess up your head, thoughts connecting very differently than they should, lying to you about the state of sober reality.

Positive effects exist, really they do. You will feel a great relaxness and experience some new thoughts (maybe).

I'm not saying that this will happen to everyone, and there is definetly no science in what I'm writing, only my own very subjective explanation of my experience.

Quote:
"some people who were punished entirely too much for what they did” and that “drug misuse is not a disease, it is a decision, like the decision to move out in front of a moving car." - Philip K. Dick
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