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BEFORE YOU READ: sorry for my fragmented thoughts. I'll try my best to organize this as coherently as possible.

Some mornings I hear words in my mind that sometimes I don't even know what they mean, so I just write them down. This morning in particular was a little more annoying than others; I kept hearing words and I kept having to write them down... (I know what they mean now, I looked them up)

esoteric, nonsensical, nonchalant, nonconformist, implications, mesmerize, redact, deformality (not a word), Peruvian, compound, discontent, enumerable, heart break, Persian, isolation, isomeric, exposition, irregularities, metaphysical, yonder, innocuous

Here are some others (I have accumulated) (just for fun...)

correlation, causation, assimilate, incorporate, imperative, dissonance, systolic pressure, redundant, tedious

But here's where it gets weird (when I start hearing full sentences)

We do have predetermined --forgot word-- we want the human race to experience, hence the genetic make-up, but we have allowed for some flexibility: the human free will.

That doesn't even make sense (that's probably my fault because I messed it up by not writing it down when I should have); but one that I really like that I do kind of remember from a while back does...

Reality is nothing but a figmentation [not a word] of your imagination, and time nothing but your heartbeat.

Now that last one is really interesting because it was one of the first times I started hearing words in the morning. I have other "sentences" too.

My hypothesis is that (like Erin has mentioned before) is that, like a radio, my "radio" needs to be tuned. Either that or I'm crazy or over-analyzing too much and my subconscious is coming to the foreground.

P.S., I recently had my first true lucid dream. I have been vegetarian for about four years (turned vegan since last year). (Not that it matters).

I have a lot of questions that need answers, and if these are some beings trying to contact me, I am excited/content that they are. If they are just trying to increase my vocabulary, awesome!

P.P.S. I recently came up with an idea on how to distinguish between my thoughts and these apparently incoherent random words/sentences. If the thoughts follow what I am currently thinking about, or are generated by an external stimuli, then, they are my own, but if they come randomly, then they are not.

Have any of you had a similar experience?

Sincerely,
Peace and Love,
Roberto