Hi Rio,
You have received great advice and I'm not sure I can add so much... except keep on discovering who you are and what you want.
How can you fill the hole inside that you feel this guy could fill? When we place the responsibility of our happiness on another we are setting ourselves up for unhappiness.
Be clear about what qualities you are looking for in a partner and use LOA to manifest someone who is a match. Perhaps, this guy is a match, but if he's not, trust the match will come. Be patient. It's an adventure, enjoy the journey of discovering someone for who they are and not who you think they are. Cause all that thinking you've been doing is about you, not him.
You wanted this guy to be a friend, treat him like a friend.
Get busy with your life and you will find you are not hanging around waiting for the phone to ring.
Thanks for posting, I learnt something about myself.
Oh, and I totally don't get not kissing on the first date???? What's that about? Sounds like a guilt trip. Would be happy if someone explained it to me.
Love
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