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SHIVKUMAR GUPTA · 02-07-2008, 07:53 AM

i have the one who was studying in 12th standard in year 2001.at age of 19. but didnt appear for the exam . ever since my life has not progressed . today i am depressed person who is going to appear for the exam this year. but tday i cant see a good career also iam 24 single. no love, i am dark in colourn which makes me less attractive. my colleages are earning double of me.today i have a job but cant see any progress because i have wasted time for last 6 years. i want to get a good job with handsome salary. how far can i go. i feel shy about telling my career to anyone . i feel iam coward also because of i cound nt appear for the exam i need good salary today but i have very good experience but . i had given up everything in 2001 because i was coward and thinking of suicide. still i think of suicide everytime.but what is worth it.today i am matured and understand what is life. but i have no career nd day by day i am growingat this age i should have ben graduate but still im not passed 12th. after such aworking exp of 5 years i should earn at least 20k per month what i am earning 1/3 of it plus i cant see any good future progress at this age.
i have read your article quite a some time and realised where i have made the mistake in my life. but today today i was uite touched with hte article level of consciosness.
i feel like from nowonwards i can grow up myself but i am not able to recover the big mistake or mistake which destroed my career. i can earn more with the experience and capability i have in my self and better than any graduate but i cant jump to a better opportunity because i dont have certificates. i am an aggressive guy and i was very good in my academic years. i used to be the scholar guy in my school. i am an honest man who who dont believe i frauds. i had big dreams when i was in college and thought of doing very good in my life till the age of 19. eversince i have dropped my exam my career is not progressed even though i dreamed of everything. i fell like i made the mistake of taking shortcut and which tunned to be long long way to be a independentand successful person. today i am loser without career, love happiness. i am a failure professionaly and personally............pls help the right thing to do one thing i realsed today that u should never loose your patience and have courage to the thing u want to do.

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SHIVKUMAR GUPTA Junior Member Join Date: Feb 2008 Posts: 1	destroyed i have the one who was studying in 12th standard in year 2001.at age of 19. but didnt appear for the exam . ever since my life has not progressed . today i am depressed person who is going to appear for the exam this year. but tday i cant see a good career also iam 24 single. no love, i am dark in colourn which makes me less attractive. my colleages are earning double of me.today i have a job but cant see any progress because i have wasted time for last 6 years. i want to get a good job with handsome salary. how far can i go. i feel shy about telling my career to anyone . i feel iam coward also because of i cound nt appear for the exam i need good salary today but i have very good experience but . i had given up everything in 2001 because i was coward and thinking of suicide. still i think of suicide everytime.but what is worth it.today i am matured and understand what is life. but i have no career nd day by day i am growingat this age i should have ben graduate but still im not passed 12th. after such aworking exp of 5 years i should earn at least 20k per month what i am earning 1/3 of it plus i cant see any good future progress at this age. i have read your article quite a some time and realised where i have made the mistake in my life. but today today i was uite touched with hte article level of consciosness. i feel like from nowonwards i can grow up myself but i am not able to recover the big mistake or mistake which destroed my career. i can earn more with the experience and capability i have in my self and better than any graduate but i cant jump to a better opportunity because i dont have certificates. i am an aggressive guy and i was very good in my academic years. i used to be the scholar guy in my school. i am an honest man who who dont believe i frauds. i had big dreams when i was in college and thought of doing very good in my life till the age of 19. eversince i have dropped my exam my career is not progressed even though i dreamed of everything. i fell like i made the mistake of taking shortcut and which tunned to be long long way to be a independentand successful person. today i am loser without career, love happiness. i am a failure professionaly and personally............pls help the right thing to do one thing i realsed today that u should never loose your patience and have courage to the thing u want to do.