Dear Geekchic, I've read through all the posts and this one is the most telling.
I can truly understand where you are and what life is like for oyu. I am on disability much for the same reasons. I was at uni when it all hit me. Been a flattened waste of space since. Very difficult to bear.
The emotional and physical pain have almost been unbearable. I don't know how I am still here. The mental anguish leaves you very alone, frightened and lost. My heart goes out to you.
I am recovering after many many years of turmoil and self analysis. Turned myself inside out so to speak. If I can help you in any way, please ask. I would only be too happy. regards
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Originally Posted by geekchic9  False dichotomy. I'm not the first person who has complained about why my life sucks and why things out of my control have happened to me. Ever read the book of Job?
I seriously doubt a lot of people would say having ADHD, bipolar disorder, and PTSD, plus making a salary below the poverty level is somehow a good thing. Please explain how this can be good, or how can I throw away the duality when I see others living more prosperous, emotionally healthier lives every day. |