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Old 11-26-2006, 10:27 PM
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Originally Posted by Ollie View Post
I spent 10 years of my life working a 'safe' job and playing computer games. I know when I first started doing the PD thing, I felt really bad about my past, too, and felt that I had wasted 10 years of my life. Thinking about the past was very painful and full of regret. I'll tell you now it is possible to let go of those feelings, because I've done so.

Ollie
This is interesting to me as I have also been feeling this way. Now that I am aware of PD I realize how MUCH I could have accomplished in the past and I don't understand WHAT I was thinking spending so many years in a safe job, not progressing (also about 10 yrs before PD)! Now that I am into PD and want to accomplish so much I have two young children and I am unable to push myself to the degree to which I know I am capable of. However I am still working on my goals...just not as fast as I would like. I already wrote about this before and had many sensible replies and I realize it does not help at all to question the past. Still, I can relate! I am now mid-thirties boo hoo!

Jan
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