I'd benefit the most from "How to Reconnect with Source". I'm eager to talk to God and to understand his/her/its nature and path. There's too much contradictory info. So I'd like to conect directly.
I try to find answers in Bible, but I stumble on cruelty. Even Jesus talks, for example:
46While he yet talked to the people, behold, his mother and his brethren stood without, desiring to speak with him.
47Then one said unto him, Behold, thy mother and thy brethren stand without, desiring to speak with thee.
48But he answered and said unto him that told him, Who is my mother? and who are my brethren?
49And he stretched forth his hand toward his disciples, and said, Behold my mother and my brethren!
50For whosoever shall do the will of my Father which is in heaven, the same is my brother, and sister, and mother.
(Lk, 14, 26)
If any man come to me, and hate not his father, and mother, and wife, and children, and brethren, and sisters, yea, and his own life also, he cannot be my disciple.
Nevertheless I feel the presence of God in churches...