To Alvin:
Thanks for your very positive thoughts. About games being my passion and me waiting to get someone else to validate this for me....could be. I can’t say that I never acted this way. In fact it’s something I really do often and I hate it...Fishing for compliments, or talking myself down in front of others just to hear a “I’m sure youre not soo bad”...I know it’s extremly stupid thing to do. But I’ve done it for a long time now and it’s hard to let go... So, yes of course I would wish that someone comes and tells me what to do with my life. But I also know that this would be the wrong way and that I have to make these decisiony by myself. Problem is, I am very bad at making decision. I often feel like having no own opinion.
To Ollie:
A good idea (even if I do this from time to time already). Many years ago games really were an addiction for me. I got home from school, started the computer and then asked myself what to do...But I think it’s better now and games are just my dominant hobby. Right now I’m even to demotivated to play games. I have a few great games right now, but even for this...my greatest passion I can think of...I can’t find the energy. And of course there’s always the part of me talking in the back of my head “why start playing this game...it’s just a waste of time...you won’t achieve anything while playing it”. Problem is, I just can’t get myself to do something better. So I keep on surfing the net, playing casual games and kill my free time...
To Gemini4x:
As a fact I’m a leo...I never cared about it, as I seem to have not too much in commen with the typical leo...  |