Lol. Sorry. I tend to ramble.... I want to know how to take the next step. How to figure out what it is that I want.... I know I don't want to work for this huge billion dollar company and slave away to make them richer. I want to work for myself doing what I love. I just don't know what that is! I've tried some of Steve's exercise, such as finding out your life purpose, and I've done the exercises in Living Congruently, and they helped... But I'm still stuck. I'm tired of working for someone else. I see my boss stress out constantly and then try to act like she's not obsessed with work, and that she doesn't care what the higher ups think about "budget" and "numbers," but she clearly lives to serve these people. One day when I was sick and needed to go home she told me that's fine, but please remember this job is your first priority and you need to take care of yourself during your downtime so that you're able to come in and work. I was FLOORED! A
Again, I digress. Sorry. I just need to know where to start, and how can I do it while I have all of these other silly committments to this "job." One that I could really care less about. Does this make more sense?
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