Thanks for your answers all!
Bruce, that's excellent! Tell me, how do you perceive me, as male or female energy??
I didn't ask how to feel energy, I asked about how to feel male/female energy. I can feel energy of places and people, usually I can feel if they are low or high in energy, if it flows or is blocked, if they're healthy or not, such things. I can often feel their feelings (which is energy too) a little bit outside of my body, and how permeable they are. I can also sense if energy flows more from me to them or from them to me or both or none of the above, and I can conscioulsy make energy flow inside of myself or to them. I'm not good at it (yet) because I'm not trained in doing it (yet), but I do feel it.
Of course I get many different feelings from people, nobody feels exactly like someone else, some are softer and some very sharp and so on, but I never thought of it in terms of gender, and I could not say "that's male and this is female". That's why I was asking.
The reason why I'm thinking so much about this these days is that I've always been a bit confused about my gender, I must admit. Many girls tell me that I'm very masculine. In my dreams I usually see myself as a guy, even when I have sex (with a woman). When I visualize my higher self while meditating, it's a guy. I asked
Ben if I'm a man or a woman and he answered that despite of my name, I'm a man, or have male energy. Sometimes I just forget that I'm a woman and think that I have big muscles and hairy arms.
All this confuses me a bit. I would be perfectly fine with being a lesbian, but it's not about being sexually attracted to women (I'm definitely attracted to men), it's about
being a man. I'm happy to be a woman though, I would never want to change my gender. So wtf?
All men I ask tell me they perceive me as a woman, but I suspect they're just blinded by my boobs
Maybe I'm just making a mountain out of a molehill.