thank you really really much for your insightful, empathic and helpful answers! For me, the knowing alone that a lot more people than just me have gone through such a period of life, gives me a lot of strength and makes me feel confident that I'll make it! Thank you
I'm beginning to realise that I had a small epiphany right after I posted here and read some posts in this forum and in the ideaGasms forum (some nice folks there, too
) and listened to Eckhart Tolle... He really explains a few basic concepts in a way that so so much resonates with me and makes me understand how one can see oneself, life and just being in such a way that all the nagging questions about meaning and the empty feeling just disappear... Definitely check out some of his talks on youtube if you're in a similar situation... (I didn't buy any of his products... yet
At some point I'm going to reply to the post above this one, but for the moment I feel I still cannot grasp all the things they actually speak so I'll just move a bit further on my path and come back here from time to time
Though I don't have questions at this time, feel free to share more experiences with similar situations and related wisdom. Maybe it will benefit others looking for the same answers as you once did and I still do...