One thing I've noticed with my own intention manifestation is that when I feel the need to "test" it, I am implicitly lining the intention with doubt. Would I try to test out gravity to see if it worked?
What I have come to believe about all of this is that my feelings, my intentions, are more important than the outcome at this point. My job, if I want to call it that, is to be positive...and not just the peppy, "life is just great" positive...but the deep feeling of gratitude for all moments. Even the moments that have not turned out the way I would have liked are moments that I am grateful for. I am grateful because I am on the road. I have faith that this is the right road, even if I've not mastered it. I have faith and gratitude for the lessons that I am presented with, because the universe is supremely benevolent and knows just what I need each moment.
We all face moments in our lives that are far from what we would have chosen. What I am trying in this moment is trust! Trust and a little gratitude are carrying me farther than I ever thought I'd go.
We are pioneers here...we are the ones who are travelling before. We need to have patience and compassion for our journey. I am also trying to remember that it is my choice to walk this path conciously...
Find peace...that is my suggestion. Find peace and gratitude....and know that everything is going to be OK.
Mg