[dmauder]

Originally Posted by David73

The real problem is, there is almost nothing I really could be proud off, so there’s no boosting myself up with looking back. I have a hard time finding things about me that I like...Ok, I’m a rather nice and friendly guy. But, of course, there is a problem with this.

First: I admit that I don’t really care about other people very often...I am a very self-centered person...on the other side, I’m totally addicted to get positive feedback from others. I want to be liked by anyone, seeking harmony and crazy for respect from others. So, is my nice behaviour just a tool to get my feedback from others? That would make it a tool for my self-centered desires, and therefore not something to feel good about.

David73:

I have to know one thing... Are you a Gemini? I ask because you and I sound exactly alike and I battle with these feelings every day.

Max