I would consider a reassessment of your personal goals and breaking down each one into specific actions. Are your top goals really what you want out of life? Or is it something else?
If you look forward to the weekends because you can't wait to get to work but then you don't, IMHO that's a sign of enjoying the feeling of anticipation and never releasing it. Put another way, it's like having a big piece of chocolate cake in the kitchen all day -savoring it for after dinner. Finally dinner gets eaten but you don't eat the cake - the
anticipation is what's better than the cake. But if you did take a bite of the cake, you'd eat the whole piece - but taking that bite means not anticipating it anymore.
That's the key, taking the first step on a goal action when anticipatory bliss has set in. FWIW, the other day I posted about
making good goal use of your free time - some people have found it helpful.
BTW, it's Saturday. Get to work