Thanks for that Gary.... Enlightenment,,,, he is right. Dont feel sorry. I really am over most of the really big nasty ugly childhood stuff.... I dont have a whole lot of emotional weight towards it. Even the worst, nastiest, ugliest stuff has its gifts.
I mention this stuff only to try and explain that I was doing something else when other kids were learning about broken hearts and prom dates.
I am now equipped for slaying dragons... and to mix my metaphors, just because I have a hammer, not everything is a nail.
Did you ever have this dream... that you get a letter from your high school, informing you that you didnt really graduate, because you forgot to take a certain class... and you argue that you have already finished college.... but they insist you must return to high school to finish your diploma?
Thats where I am right now.... and Im in high school wearing only my underwear, just to make it really humiliating.
