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Originally Posted by Gozunn  lol I know its pointless; but who cares right? I WANT to know...I feel like a lab rat and its unnerving. I know I'm being very intrusive but fact is when something concerns ME I am intrusive. I don't really gossip about other people if I can help it and I try to reserve judgement on other people no matter what impression I get.
I WANT to know how other people think of me...I won't react to it but I want to know so I can grow and become a better person if its something negative and boost my confidence if its something positive. arggghhh...frustration |
I've read all of this and am not understanding why you can't have a conversation with her about it, satisfy your curiousity, and be done with all of the silliness... or maybe just find someone else to be infatuated with so you stop caring so much? seems like maybe a part of you enjoys the intrigue and ambiguity of it all...