What i learned from this is, follow your heart!!!
When all my friends and everyone around told me that he will never be back, for some reason, i always believe he will.
Maybe there was really too much memories between us, or we really truly crazily loved. You always forgive, if its your true love, isn't it??? I was such a miserable person before, and he did not leave me. That gave me more reason to trust him, and his personality, and our relation, love and intermacy before.
I did.
I did not say yes when the other guys asked me out to date. I always think, there is already a man in my heart. And its him.
I have been waiting for him for half a year by now, no matter how many times he told me no, no , never, never. And also becoz i know how he can really overact sometimes, he can be quick-termpered and lost mind as me sometimes. Thats also one thing gave me reason to wait.
Now the miracle seems finally works on me now. I really, am so full of gratitude to everything now.