tahnks but you see i have read soulful relationships a few times but though i understand people being projections of my consciousness i still find it difficult to see them as a part of 'me'
i have another problem. for the first time in my life people were making fun of me for calling me stuff like a pansy and im being made fun of for being non athletic which is kinda wrong. yeah im tall and thin but im working out alot and have become pretty strong. i have one medlas in sports day and stuff and am probably one of the best basket ball players. so i really have no idea where this crap is coming from except that i remember intending something like this accidentally so obviously thats it. what makes this worse is taht both the guys im trying to get to be friends with are the guys who also hit me. yeah they do it jokingly and stuff but still i dont like it. i get the feeling theyre putting me down subtly and all..
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