[Dharma]

Originally Posted by Vee

So if I sing, I would want other people to think it;s beautiful - because it would make it REAL. It's nice for me to be validated.

So the only way I will receive myself, is if it's about how right I am.

I will not receive myself until I am worthy and the ones who say I'm worthy are all "out there".

For example: My weight is wrong, my looks are wrong, my singing is wrong... my world is wrong (racism, sexism , homophobia, hate, and paedophiles). And the only way I will allow myself to relax into the being that I am is to set my life up so I'm either right or wrong. I just cannot be as I am and be ok with it.