LOL.
Now you've got to discern whether it is your true self sending a message or your Ego trying to sabatage your success. One of the two is creating this stuff in your life.
Been there. That's why I don't believe in 30 day trials anymore.
I ran into the exact same problem you describe and blogged about it here:
How My Beliefs Broke My Diet | Self Help Wisdom . com
It took more than 3 months to get past this issue for me.