and also i want to add...
i want to stop thinking about this person, but i know that is the wrong way to go about it because "stop" is a negative. how can i put this person out my mind. i try forgiving him, but its not working. my heart just hurts, i just feel it. i just wish it would just go away. i wish "he" will just fade from my thoughts and mind, i wish i didnt know of his myspace, #, or name. i wanna say "why me, oh why", but i know its not that serious nor that big or complicated. what is wrong with me!
