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Originally Posted by Sly Apple Pie  Perhaps the reason you have less friends is because you actually believe what you've just written, and rather than being intimidated, these perceived "less intelligent" people just see you as arrogant? |
Yes, what I said was very arrogant sounding. My stating it though was not intented to flaunt itelligence or belittle other people.
(Though lately my "cool" roomate who constatley insults me and belittles me, has been informing me about how everyone at school calls me a loser/wierdo. So I have been in a real hate mood lately)
No, I don't think people are intimidated by me personally at all. Mostly people just think I'm a wierd loser (which I am).
Maybe I just came to that "intimidation" conclusion because I personally am intimidated by people smarter than I. But now that I think about it though, I'm intimidated by everyone. I feel like such a looser ass piece of **** all the time it makes me intimidated by and dislike everyone. I feel like everyone is always looking down on me too and that also makes me dislike them.
I still think thought that people of similar intelligence get along better than people who are not and I would be happier in life with an IQ of 100 (and perhaps not having clinical depression would help too).
... but still, I might just be weird and have no friends no matter what
and all this negative **** I always say, it must be emotionally draining and not fun to be around. And I'm always filled with this self pitty that must be annoying also.
Wow, this has made me realise how much I need to get back on anti-depressants, but... I'm afraid of them...