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Originally Posted by Lucas  I feel good though. I feel clean. I do feel a bit removed from society however, not eating when out with friends, not going to my parents for dinner. I am also interested in what changes my tastebuds are going through. |
Leaders go first. Leaders break out of social conditioning.
I live in a student's house with 3 other roommates and now I just have another dinner than they have, because I don't want to eat that crap every dinner. In the beginning I really did feel a little bit depressed about this and also quite a bit removed from society. I don't feel bad about it at all anymore (I do have my weak moments of course), it's like they are staying behind and I am exploding upwards. I am now so certain about this that people hardly question it anymore and do not even think it is weird or something. In a sense it feels great; a bit lonely yeah; but that's how people who excel feel in their stages of propelling upwards till they meet likewise people with standards like they do. Lol.. reading this writing back makes it sound a littlebit arrogant and self justifying. But anyway, I truly think it is the case.
An exceptional future lies in front of you.
Btw... what I experience, when I feel a little bit off, in a more value-taking state, the food issue becomes a lot bigger. When I am in a great mood, in a true value-giving state, food is hardly an issue and people really like the extra 'hassle'.