Hi guys,
I've been away for a few weeks so Happy New Year everyone!
I wanted to share with you an experience I had before Christmas which may be of interest to those of you still experimenting with LOA etc.
I drove to Devon before Christmas and planned to stay for a weekend but whilst there I developed a tooth abcess which quickly became so painful that I was unable to drive back. I decided to stay on an extra day to feel better and ended up feeling worse and worse with each day. I was taking massive amounts of painkillers and the combination of pain, drugs and not sleeping at all meant that I stayed for 10 days, unable to drive back.
In my fogged state I did almost nothing except read and I read several books including books by Ekhart Tolle, Esther and Jerry Hicks, Deepak Chopra, and several others.
I spent a lot of time with a notepad just writing down all my thoughts on LOA, Subjective Reality and related topics.
In my few moments of sleeping I had hallucinatory dreams that objects were swirling and vibrating and the objects of my hotel room were speaking to me!! All very disturbing!
Anyway, I decided to do an experiment to manifest my dream car (at the moment it's a Mercedes CLS Coupe' AMG) and strongly intended to manifest that into my life.
I went to bed confident that the next day I would see this car at least once as a sign that the message had been received.
Next day - nothing. I walked around looking at cars everywhere and nada!
That night after reading a bit more it occurred to me that I probably had some 'resistence' or 'blocks' so i stated a simple affirmation to reveal to me where I held resistence.
I fell asleep and woke up in the night with a cramp in my finger-tips of my right hand..this is not something I'd ever experienced before..I massaged my fingers to ease the pain and was suddenly besieged with lots of negative images, fears, anxieties, about my self, my friends, my family, the world, etc..
As I massaged my fingers I had the impulse to say out loud: "I release these thoughts..I let them go..they're no longer needed.."etc ,basically anything I could think of.
I think I realized that this was the answer to the intention I'd set before going to sleep.
As I did this the cramp pain moved from my fingers to my palm, then my forearm, biceps, shoulders and neck and finally the back of my head. All the while accompanied with lots of fears, guilt, shame, worry,..going back to being a small kid at junior school...things I'd forgotten about consciously.
I kept repeating my words of "letting go" and after a while the images and the pain subsided and disappeared simultaneously!
I then fell into the best sleep I'd had in days and awoke feeling great.
I went for a walk into the town centre the next day and saw 5 (!!!) Mercedes CLS Coupe's - The exact car I want - all in beautiful black!! (In the space of about 2 hours)
Now this is not a commonly seen car and since this experience I've only seen one of them.
I'm choosing to take that as a sign that my model is on its way! I'll let you know when it's really mine.
Wondered if anyone else had experienced anything similar?
DLH
