It kind of sounds like you are blaming LOA for some of the recent negative events in your life. If LOA worked for you then you would not have missed Xmas in Europe with your family and friends. Is there something else to learn from these events than that LOA does not work? Where is your responsibility in these events?
I am really sorry that you did not get to meet your Grandmother and tell her how grateful you are for what she did for you when you were a child. I understand your disappointment. But, is it possible that what you have gone on to do in your life i.e become a doctor is something she was very proud of? Just you being who you are, your achievements etc. was evidence for her that she had helped you find your strengths.
Jennihul, are only positive LOA success practioners allowed here? There are lessons to be learned in all posts, moreso in those that contain negative experience with LOA, or are you afraid that Floridagal's experiences will jinx us?
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