It sounds trite but it's not: You're not ready. In fact, your lesson in all this isn't to learn or master LOA. It's to learn that you aren't ready to master LOA.
Your current human mission lies along a different, though no less important, path. Please change your focus and just relax and be happy and soon it will be revealed to you.
We aren't all here to learn the same things. We aren't all here to teach each other the same lessons, either. LOA is currently a prominent and popular lesson that many of us have been charged with learning. But it doesn't lessen the importance of whatever it is YOU have been charged with learning or teaching. If you feel you are somehow "missing out" or are envious because LOA isn't your lesson to learn, you wandered into that classroom for the wrong reasons anyway.
Your obsession with your own negative experiences with LOA will also have an impact on people that maybe ARE charged with learning it insofar as your constantly re-hashing negative experiences may dissuade them from the path that they SHOULD be on. Please, do the right thing and just release this.
Jennifer
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