In LoA terms your deeper, more ingrained belief that death is inevitable overrides any superficial belief you might have which you have only held for a few months.
Thats in terms of the LoA.
To take a more objectivist approach you might say that Luck is a far more powerful tool than the brain, and whatever you do, whatever "Laws" you may or may not observe, irrespective of your own input Luck has more to do with it - old people will die, unhappy things will happen.
The real answer to your question is not the answer your probably looking for. There is real answer. This is your incongruency and you have to decide if it's more appropriate to put yourself into another belief system, or non at all.
Anagogy:
Are you saying that thoughts can only be Love-based or Fear-based? What of other emotions, are they only judged on an imaginary line between Love and Hate? (not rhetorical, please answer)
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