I'm going on a lot of job interviews - hopefully, I'll have one by the end of January. This job hunt is my saving grace, because it occupies a lot of time and energy that would otherwise be wasted on freaking out over my bf.
Today, I spent the day crying over a specific incident that happened between us in September. I mean, I wept. I knew it bothered me, but I had no idea just how badly it bothered me. I'll do some heavy EFT over the next few days to get the emotional intensity down.
Now I'm wondering - should I put off the face-to-face until I have a job and some financial breathing space? I want to, it would make me more comfortable...but I keep thinking that he'll "forget" me. I just need to work up the courage and confidence to respect my own wishes, and be ok with postponing the face-to-face.
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