I wasn't raped, and I'm not a teenager. And I know that this could have been avoided. I don't really think I was "screwing around," but apparently I wasn't as careful as I should have been. However, I never intended to use an abortion as my method of contraception. So what is your opinion about a woman who has an accident like I did? This is why I'm feeling so guilty. I'm just having a hard time accepting that I could have a baby in nine months. It's very scary. However, yesterday I did experience a surge of excitement thinking about it. Thanks to everyone for the insight, its helping!!