hi doriette....
It sounds to me like your feet have been in the starting blocks for some time now.
There really is no right or wrong move for any of us to make.
But sometimes it is hard to follow ones heart, with the worlds list of fair and just coursing through our brains.
While I am not where I intend to be yet, I put a sign up , on my computer screen and on the dashboard of my car. It reads, 'ITS JUST BUSINESS BRIGID!"
And this has helped me move through some paralyzing moments, toward my hearts desire.
The business of the heart, in my opinion, is paramount.
I have spent my whole life thus far, worrying about making a mistake, ( and made them anyway), and worrying about what visible and invisible others might think, (and really they wern't thinkning about me). Thereby accomplishing nothing I would want to have written on my tombstone, or filmed in Hollywood.
Change, I have discovered, is not always initially comfortable.
All those voices in ones head to contend with, and the panic attacks...who invited them?
If you really beleive in your hearts desire/dream. If you really want it to manifest as your full life. Then somehow, you and your beleif energy will conspire together to make it happen. Its work, its focus, its courageous, but its the business and work and courage of the heart.
Whatever you decide, will be absolutely right for you in this moment.
ps....
about the back log
whether you fess up and roll with the punches, share the load with a confidante, pass it entirely over, continue to cover it, or just walk away...........its just business.
To thine own self be true.
Its your journey.
