 similar but different
Hi,
I know this is an old thread, but it caught my eye because I too am experiencing fear over my psychic gifts.
I have had a few scary experiences with spirits, but for the most part, I find them much better company than most people I know.
I was raised on unmerited hatred, I suppose because, even as a child, I was "special". That made my family want to turn away, not notice me.
And I suppose its a good thing. It made me constantly question "why". What is so different about me that causes them to react that way? All that heart ache and searching and isolation brought me closer to my "friends"/ my guides, those voices in my head.
I read this thread down til where negate stepped in and totally ruined it for me. He is who I am afraid of. and that is so laughable it makes me want to cry. Why should I be afraid of him? Why do i crumble when faced with someone who's opinion can never be swayed.
My family will never be satisfied with what I choose to do in life. I want to just get over it and please myself.
Spirits just want to communicate. They want your attention. That's something I never got from my family.
Just thought I would share my thoughts. It is good to hear about people like you. How are you doing now, by the way? Made any progress?
Angela Irene
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