Yeah, that's a lot to take in. If time is really an illusion then everything just goes out the window.
The way you say it is the way I have to deal with it anyway. I'll try this out for awhile and see if I can stomach it.
My resistance purging continues.
Maybe I shouldn't be dwelling on this stuff though. It happened 25 years ago. But it's like the "missing link" I think, I haven't made peace with it.
I'll just say it started a series of events and now I'm here.