ive actually give my home up and living with my sister and her bf and her daughter they smoke and i cant exactly say stop smoking can i, when i was in my own house i told everyone to stop smoking in the house and they didnt listen its like it went through one ear and out the other.
Its definetaly over between me and richard end of the day hes put me through hell and ive told him im moving to manchester he said go then so i am and i arent telling him were i am going because i dont think he deserves to see his beautiful son and hopefully daughter who im gunna call either sky mackenzie or summer mackenzie if its a boy im going to crap myself lol havent thought of any names itll be good to have one of each
my plans for the future are to move away and start a brand new life and live my life to the max coz you only got 1 life to live and i certainly arent old enough to settle down just yet and i wish i saw that when i was 17 before i got myself into this situation. my dreams are to be a singer but that will never happen coz i cant afford a demo because my income is under a grand a month id like to get a good paid job in the manchester city then maybe start a life in london. i looked this site up on google i really needed someone to talk to which ive also contacted jeremy kyle show and im going to see where it goes from there
I have a date this thursday with the same guy richard gave abuse to hes going to take me to the cinema i started crying because i havent had that in years go to the cinema with a different guy richard only took me for meals at the same resturants which was disapointing i wanted to try new places.
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