I believe in reïncarnation and have some (vague) memories of past lifes. I know that during my most 'recent' life (not counting this one
), I was a boy in a third world country and died of hunger at age 5. I don't remember my name, if I had any siblings, or my parents. This bothers be a lot: I feel tremendous love for my sister and parents (but not to the point where it just gets plain creepy
) and I can't imagine that this is 'nothing'. After all, I can't even remember my previous parents. Granted, I died young, but still... I know I had more lives before that one and I don't think my current 21 years is a new personal record. Did I never love my family, or did I forget them? And if so: will I remember and see them once I die? And how will that work out anyway? I had a NDE when I was little (I thought the ice was thick enough to walk on... it wasn't) and there wasn't a football stadium filled with people from earlier lives to welcome me. Just a voice that told me it wasn't my time yet and made me go back.
I guess what I really wonder about is this: can love...
any love... prevail over multiple reincarnations? And will loved ones from previous lifes wait for you on the other side?