[xxxdawniexxx]

im really down with the split of my boyfriend we split up new year because of me we have a kid together and one on the way and i dont know what to do hes moved out of my house im taking it really badly i love him so much n its hurtin knowing we arent together he said i need to sort myself out and i said if i do sort myself out will you come back to me and he said i'll think about it hes my first love to i dont want anyone but him what if he dont take me back its messin me up i cant eat or sleep i cant hardly look after my 19 month old son coz im in a bad way. my boyfriend said he'd always be there for me and the kids and i said it arent the same the house is so empty i broke down in tears when he picked his stuff up n he held me n it made it worse, if he finds someone else i cant accept that coz i love him i feel like my whole world as just calapst in front of me like ive lost everything