well, gee. i guess i should start looking for new friends. it's just i've been looking for so long, gah, i just had to rant. i dont know how to be superficial like them, its just not natural to me. i tried, but didnt work. when they'd say "hi how are you" i have to presumably type "oh i'm fine" any negative response would be socially unacceptable, gah.
i'm male, 21. well thanks for the replies, at least there's hope. i want friends where we can share anything and be happy to do so. i'll try to be myself and not be frustrated by them while still desiring more close friends.