When I am bored, I get angry. I get angry when I have to do boring things.
It takes a lot for me to concentrate on anything that I fond boring and it actually makes me feel ill. I think you may have something here. Doin an onernal search though to me is not boring, but sitting in a living room just watching tv, to me is boring. I can not stand it and get frustrated. Unless it is something on discovery channel or something where I am actually learning something. I hate sitcoms, and shows that are just not real. The only series I watch is House, but thats because I am interested in rare diseases and the medical field. ... I have been told I have ADHD, and Im sure I do. I refuse to take any medication. I think ADHD is just another personality aspect, not a disease . A lot of people with adhd think out of the box, and find new solutions or way to solve problems with a new aspect, and get excited about iplemnting it. ... I guess when I am somewhere long enough, it just gets boring. I find routine is nice , but it gets old. Its no longer living, but
setteling after a while. The adventure is gone, and I live for adventure.
If I were halthier, mabey I create some adventure, but its hard to do stuck in a house every day. ....When I am "still" I tend to think about how ill I feel.
Doing things an keep my mind of it,... I can end up spending a lot of money on online video poker to keep my mind off of how sick I feel for a coupke hours, but Ill go broke that way.  |