I'm totally on the same page as the rest here...you are trying to force spirituality and direction into your life.
You have to accept that you are as perfect as you need to be, right now. Forever, really....
Life is an endless exploration...Taste. Many things. If something resonates, study it. If not, leave it. Quit trying to find your niche and don't try so hard to define yourself by your spirituality. You seem to want a label to stick to your lapel. Aimless is the goal, not a reason to be depressed. Exploration is not a failure and spiritually "unlabeled" is not a four letter word.
Jennifer
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