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loveliketheflowers · 12-26-2007, 04:41 AM

i have isolated myself once before. where i just left i was isolated. i just had him. then he met this girl offline so she can be a third and have threesomes and stuff. and he suddenly had her move on in. i was even more isolated and felt alone. the girl tried to be my friend but i was so sad and disappointed...i just want to work things out with my grandparents and just stay here. and i dont want to go back to dancing again, so im going to have to stay here. cause i have no credit, and no job. only other place i can go is back to him and that place...

i just want to stop thinking about all the bad days me and that man had together, all the mean names he called me like a ♥♥♥♥♥ and raggedy and im mental everytime i tried to speak up. altho i tried to love him i couldn't fully cause i always felt in my heart he was hiding or lying. i just want to move on and make sure i dont talk to him again. im going to change my number in the morning. i dont care if he destroys my things at that house. i dont have much there anyway and they are just things, i can always get more things. but i just want to move on, stop the hurt, and just forgive...

i was thinkin about whats making me stop from forgiving. there are so many reasons. how do i stop my mind from wandering on all the past negatives when i need to stop and just forgive and think in the present...

12-26-2007, 04:41 AM	#10 (permalink)
loveliketheflowers Senior Member Join Date: Dec 2007 Posts: 119	done it before... i have isolated myself once before. where i just left i was isolated. i just had him. then he met this girl offline so she can be a third and have threesomes and stuff. and he suddenly had her move on in. i was even more isolated and felt alone. the girl tried to be my friend but i was so sad and disappointed...i just want to work things out with my grandparents and just stay here. and i dont want to go back to dancing again, so im going to have to stay here. cause i have no credit, and no job. only other place i can go is back to him and that place... i just want to stop thinking about all the bad days me and that man had together, all the mean names he called me like a ♥♥♥♥♥ and raggedy and im mental everytime i tried to speak up. altho i tried to love him i couldn't fully cause i always felt in my heart he was hiding or lying. i just want to move on and make sure i dont talk to him again. im going to change my number in the morning. i dont care if he destroys my things at that house. i dont have much there anyway and they are just things, i can always get more things. but i just want to move on, stop the hurt, and just forgive... i was thinkin about whats making me stop from forgiving. there are so many reasons. how do i stop my mind from wandering on all the past negatives when i need to stop and just forgive and think in the present...