Here's a question for ya:
If you need to enact your natural personality in order to meet the people who fit with your natural personality, how do you deal with the pain that accompanies your natural personality?
Because that is my situation. If I act like myself around most people, I literally am bringing the pain upon myself because I'm just asking to be degraded and abused.
To me the barrier is the pain. I need some advil or something until I'm able to find people who "fit" me. Cause right now I basically fake, or hide. Neither is a solution.
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