Im not running from anything except mabey the heat here. I just can not stand mundane. I feel there is more to life than just sitting here and paying bills. I have been in this house now for over 4 years. I cant stand it. Mabey if I owned it at least I could remodel and that would give me something creative to do for a while, but
when it was done I would be bored again,lol My name is Wendy and I have been told that means wanderer. I fit that bill. When we move this time , we are going to buy a house. The only reason my husband agrees to the move is becaus we are buying and he hates the AZ heat . Since we are buying ,
I want to find one that needs updating, so it gives me something fun to do,lol.
The ones already done, I just look at and think pretty, but nothing to do , and want put my own personality in it anyway. .. But for the last two years I have felt like Im in a pen. Im sure a lot has to do with health issues that keep me from doing what I want to do. I even went to see a physcologist for that, but ddnt really help me . I just need that new experience , to liven me up again, for the enjoyment of the wonder of somethig new. Mabey thats my drug, but more than that, more like its what keeps me sane.  |