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Originally Posted by frajilthunder  And yeah, it's like an emotional affair I guess. I feel guilty for letting it get that far, but at the same time it's exiting, like how close can I get to the edge without falling off. |
That's not a gues, it's true.
That excitement is to be looked at. Some of the excitement is not love or attraction, it's "I'm thinking of getting away with something that can potentially hurt lots of people". It's actually a fear mixed up with the attractions. If there wasn't potential harm in having sex with this other woman it wouldn't be as exciting to think about. It's a bubble to burst that will kill some of the "got to have her" stuff, perhaps.