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mochamajesty · 12-19-2007, 12:54 PM

Thanks everyone for your thoughtful responses. In this small amount of time, I have come to terms with this, in many ways.

I do not believe in karma, so I kept asking the Universe, "why is this coming up again?" I received an answer on the way to work this morning.

Ever since this woman reappeared, I really looked at my life. I fear losing everything that I have... my reputation; my material possessions, everything. But, this was the very same life that I was complaining about a few months ago!

I kept thinking, "I wish I had a better life." Well, now that I stand in danger of losing everything, the life that I have now looks pretty darn great. I am an Early Riser, I am going back to school (and really applying myself!), and I am finding things to do to improve myself. In short, I am appreciating the life that I have now, and moving towards making my life better. Before...I used to sit in front of the TV or computer and wonder when my new life was going to show up.

So.... if nothing else, this situation has changed the way that I feel about my life.

I am listening to my inner guidance on the next physical step to take with her. I already put out to the Universe that I want the best resolution for everyone involved. Now, I have no doubt that the Universe will deliver (through action or otherwise).

12-19-2007, 12:54 PM	#9 (permalink)
mochamajesty Member Join Date: Dec 2007 Location: Florida Posts: 59	Thanks everyone for your thoughtful responses. In this small amount of time, I have come to terms with this, in many ways. I do not believe in karma, so I kept asking the Universe, "why is this coming up again?" I received an answer on the way to work this morning. Ever since this woman reappeared, I really looked at my life. I fear losing everything that I have... my reputation; my material possessions, everything. But, this was the very same life that I was complaining about a few months ago! I kept thinking, "I wish I had a better life." Well, now that I stand in danger of losing everything, the life that I have now looks pretty darn great. I am an Early Riser, I am going back to school (and really applying myself!), and I am finding things to do to improve myself. In short, I am appreciating the life that I have now, and moving towards making my life better. Before...I used to sit in front of the TV or computer and wonder when my new life was going to show up. So.... if nothing else, this situation has changed the way that I feel about my life. I am listening to my inner guidance on the next physical step to take with her. I already put out to the Universe that I want the best resolution for everyone involved. Now, I have no doubt that the Universe will deliver (through action or otherwise).