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Originally Posted by mochamajesty  Thanks, Groundless.
It's just that I did something horrible to this person not too long ago, and I thought that I had moved past it. Not only does her very presence remind me of what I did, but I could actually get in trouble for it. I am feeling all types of emotions right now:
Fear (of getting in trouble for what I did)
Guilt (for hurting the person)
Hope (now that I have changed, maybe it would change the outcome of this?)
I really want to believe that no one can do anything to me, unless I allow it. I am really trying to come to a place of acceptance and peace...and admittedly, also wanting to stay out of trouble.  |
This really rang true for me.
I think you are at a bit of a plateau, or at least coming up to one soon. This person must have been reattracted into your life because whatever you did has to be brought up and dealt with before you can move forward. The waves of the result of the action are in the universe and it's not until you accept responsibility for your actions
and take steps to rectify it that the ripples will subside.
The guilt is just a reflection of what you know you must do deep down. Listen to your intuition and get some direction on the next step.